today is another tiring day again. hais. came back at 7 pm today despite the fact that we are released at 12.30 today. hais. after immediate release from school. went to see ms loh. untill bout 1 plus. went to eat laksa at school (yummy!!) and went to drama. then practice practice untill bout 7 then go home. although tiring but actually quite fun.
i guess drama is my passion forever. although i love debate alot. DRAMAwill always be my first choice. i am not like bias or what. or like don't like debate. but DRAMA - this CCA has been following me from primary 3 onwards to primary 6 in xinmin primary then come to bowen sec. sec 1 - 3 for now. but definetly, i will be in drama untill sec4 (graduation). DRAMA is my passion. DRAMA is my everything. so. i am working very very hard for the DRAMA FAREWELL. hoping to organise the best of everything out so the sec4's can have a memorable drama farewell o6, organised by we, the sec3s. DEBATE is good too. it improves my english language and public speaking and argumentative skills. BUT i somehow thinks that drama is LINKED to debate. both encourages the good speaking/use of english language. both improves my public speaking skills. both is fun. perhaps. it is the SENTIMENTAL VALUE i have for drama and that's why DRAMA is my first choice. =)
wow. looks like an essay titled "My First Choice" . haha. ok talking bout *. once again, i am very pissed off by * today. just very disappointed. i shall not harp. =X. i seriously, seriously think my hatred for * is increasing day by day when i look at *. i have never ever HATE someone like this before. to * > maybe you are the first one who make me hate you so much. =X.
well. i shall not allow * to dampen my good mood. hahas. okays. =X got to go. so cya readers. !! =)
"GO BOWEN BAND. GO FOR THE BAND OF THE YEAR AWARD"
Thursday, June 29, 2006
i seriously don't know what had happened to me. i am getting too tired these days. i seriously think that the "FATIGUE" disease that happened to me during the Julia Gabriels' time. is like getting freaking sleepy at night, like now 8 + pm. stupid. but never mind. MONDAY is a holiday. WOO HOO!
o8o7o6. dramaFAREWELL date. so significant and easy to memorise!! so seniors, better be appreciative that we chose such a SIGNIFICANT date. haha. joking.
today see MDM PADMA for like 5 periods = 2 1/2 hours. =X. then the eugene sng keep on at there play a fool. THROW THE paper down the stairs and liquid away the instructions. CRAP. haha. but it was great entertainement; though. HAHA.
saturday still need go NATIONAL STADIUM to support BOWEN BAND. go. go. go. BOWEN. i have confidence in them winning the BAND OF THE YEAR. i tell you if they get the BAND OF THE YEAR award. the whole BOWEN sure go crazy. haha.
i have been realising something. my hatred for that person is increasing everytime i see * (let me represent that person as asterisk because i don't want reveal that person's identity like him/her). i just simply hate *. i mean * just don't face reality. ok. i just zip up and STOP talking bout * because the more i talk bout *, the more fuming I get. WATEVER.
in my previous post, if you get a little bit more OBSERVANT. i said 2 weeks already. but i realised it was only 1 week (1 week haven't even pass =x). time seems passing slowly.
oh ya, the issue bout' the person who got KNOCKED DOWN by the car near my school. i sympathise the kid's parents. they are the one who is getting the mental torture. i know how painful it is when your relatives/closed ones are in hospital, lying on that bed. when you see them lying on it, with tubes poking through here and there and a bit of REFLECTION can seriously make you cry. but i think the kid will be okay because i don' t think it was a SERIOUS accident. but we cannot blame the driver just because the victim is a kid. because sometimes, the kid is in the wrong. the one who dashes across without even looking for any cars nearby. so he is counted as JAY WALKING which is illegal.
ok. ok. i noe i am rather NAGGY. haha. but just trying to vent out my feelings.
"Hatred for * is increasing every day. Don't make me GIVE UP ON YOU."
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
as quoted from my physics teacher ; "whatever we are going through now is a JOURNEY"
our whole life is a journey. there are various challenges at various times. there are 2 or 3 major CHALLENGE that we ought to accept. PSLE, O-Levels, A-Levels. one major challenge has already been ACCEPTED and COMPLETED. and the next destination is O - Levels.
new term. new challenges. now, ca1 and sa1 has passed. but the next thing is ca2 and sa2. ca2 at the sixth week (i think so) and sa2 is after term 3 (approximately 10 weeks) and 3 - 4 more weeks. now is already WEEK 2. time flies. seriously it does LOL. drama farewell on 8th July 2006. hey.. the date is COOL lols. 08/07/06. nice date right. SO SIGNIFICANT. haha.
*yawns* i am so SLEEPY. yawn*... yawn*.. yawn*
Sunday, June 25, 2006
tomorrow is the day. hais.
when school reopens, i have lots of things to settle. *drama farewell`06 *mayor's debate `o6 *debate series in bowen `o6 *studies...
it might seem to the readers.. only 4 things?? but in depth... it is HELL lots of things. but i enjoy everything.. the process. the planning. the executing of the events.. the only thing i don't like is OBVIOUSLY the last one ... - studies. i mean who likes studying. that person must be a freak. well.
last day of june holidays means lots of things. end of sleeping at 1 am - 2 am because of playing computer end of sleeping to 10 am - 11 am.. end of stress-free life end of many other things...
i really miss june hols. it is a total CONTRADICT because in the first place, i said 1 month was too long. now, i think it is too SHORT!!! (i shld have agreed with ellis last time. make hols 3 months. HAHA. but i think that's ridiculous lah.) HAHA. well. gotta end here. ended at 10.59 pm . LOLS.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
haha. this is my 70th post. *kewl*. as i have' said in my earlier post, this blog watch me walk thru' the Julia Gabriels' days; the 8pm nights. the nervous feelings. the happy endings. and of course, the dedicated post. so this blog is very SIGNIFICANT!! well. 70 posts through... 2 - 3 months. GREAT!~.. let me talk about my homework. haha.
Original homework given - 4 Comprehension w/ 4 Summary - 1 Composition - E Maths Questions - 50 Add Maths Questions - 2 Chinese Books
Now LEFT - 1 Comprehension w/ 4 Summary - 1 Composition - Some E Maths Questions - 30 Add Maths Questions - 1 1/2 Chinese Books (:D) Haha. I manage to chiong 2 comprehension & 20 add maths questions just now =). Oh. Forgot to say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY>ELLIS. You are old. Don't deny. Haha.
ok. actually wanted to post about the BOWEN GUIDES Campfire yesterday but was too tired!! =) well. there were many CCAs which went lol... like NPCC, NCC, BB, Drama, and other schools like Sengkang, Hougang, Mayflower, Compassvale... I guess the campfire would be more "HOT" if we were at the parade square feeling the direct heat from the source, the campfire. But too bad, it rained. But it was still a lovely event lol. Drama sure liven up the spirit. Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for Drama... haha.. OF COURSE, not forgetting, Girl Guides who have organised such event LOL. there were several awards given out.. LET ME SEE IF I CAN REMEMBER :
Masterpiece Award : Drama (p.s. Sophia was the "REPRESENTATIVE". and we DREW her face =X) Supporting Group Award : Hougang Guides (I totally agreed with the panel of judges. They were so freaking sporty. Three cheers for them.) Best Performance Award : Drama Discovery Award : Hougang Guides (It is a game whereby you have to find like 10 types of items.. but too bad, Drama didn't participate) i think there are other awards.. but forget already..
HOLIDAYS are ending LOL. so stupid. left today (sat) and tomorrow. HAIS. stressed LIFE back again. i think i cho-ing homework maybe today. HAIS. but when school reopens, there is DEBATE again. WOO HOO!!! i missed DEBATE LOL. but DRAMA is still my FOREVER CHOICE!! and it OPENS MANY DOOR FOR US and there is A BRIGHT FUTURE IN DRAMA. hahas. okays. i gotta end here.
wednesday already. so freaking fast lol. 4 more days to STRESSED LIFE again. time pass so fast. i don't think i can blog so frequently when i go back to schooling days. extra lessons untill 3pm. then come back, my brother will be occupying the computer. hais. so blog all i want these days. when monday comes, i have to say BYE BYE to all these stuffs. HAIS. all my sighing are back again. =(
i havent' even do my homework. don't even know what will happen to me. i only merely skimmed through the bio text book for like 1/2 hour and i just put aside the bio book and then go to sleep. LOL. yesterday i was conferencing with jaclyn, eugene sng and kok chen. was telling them tha 14 more weeks to end of year exams. HAHA. and less than 1 year to MOTHER TONGUE O LEVEL. haha. don't think 14 weeks is long. it is really short. 4 weeks of stress free life passes so fast. 14 weeks is just peanut. haha. totally forgot about school stuff like what gradient lahs. what pancreas lah. what trigonometry la. later reopen school, when teacher there teaching, i will be like ??? question mark all the way.
since i have time, let me "so called" reply to the tags to my tagboard, starting from....
- hanxiang ; i will enjoy the remaining days. totally ENJOY it. haha. remain smiley always.
before going on to the next tag, i always tell myself or rather i live by this "LIFE MOTTO" that i must be jovial, happy, smiley no matterwhat because life is short. you can't really predict what will happen to you tomorrow or even in the next hour. so smile all the way. (don't smile untill people think you crazy lah). going on...
- scze we ; haha. we have been discussing that when we were at Mediacorp. same number of homeworks but scze we surely do finish all. she so guai. haha
- ellis ; good luck. haha. i am attending the campfire mahs. must make it a enjoyable and fun event. (as i have tagged in shuxian's blog) drama will be there to LIVENup the atmosphere. HAHA. good luck once again. so, let me end my post here by saying that "SMILE everyday is better then FROWNING everyday".
Monday, June 19, 2006
today is the last monday of the june holidays. how time flies. was groaning when it was the start and NOW, the end of the holidays. 3 main things that will occupy my time when school reopens. - drama - debate - studies
gotta work hard. failed 1 pathetic subject - Physics in mid year examination. freak. hais. and English. the deadly subject. once you fail, your level position DROP LIKE HELL. hais. pass English by like 1 - 2 mark. so like BORDERLINE lol. term 3 - 10 weeks only. term 4 - 3 weeks then exams. TIME FLIES. who knows. my 100th post might be talkin about my end of year results. these things are unexpected/unpredicted. they just happen so sudden, that you don't even have time to make mental preparation.
just talk about how i spent my HOLIDAYS. - few days were occupied by debate. (Mayor's Debate Ranking Round) - few days were occupied by the ITS SHOWTIME thing. - most days were occupied by mapling. (haha)
hmmm.. just realised that i didn't really WENT OUT during the holidays. my went out is like for example going to watch movies, and stuff like that lahs. hais. and on the contrary, time still flies. =)
well. this friday is Bowen Girl Guides Campfire. and heard the news that they have invited Drama so we have to go =). Good luck Girl Guides, hope it will be a FUN and EXCITING event!!! =)
not trying to dampen everyone's holiday spirit but ... 1 more week to end the June holidays.
time flies. i mean it really does. 1 week more of entertainment. 1 week more of relaxation. 1 week more of sleeping to 10+ am. in my previous post, i said that 1 month is too long. but now, i think that it is too SHORT!! PROTEST. haha. well. school reopen means, STRESS again. debate;drama;studies. hais. i hate this. exams are gonna be here again. 14 weeks more (approx 3 - 4 months time). lols. haha. i must do well in term 3 and term 4. my results totally SUCKS for the last semester. haha.
hais. holiday homework is FLOODING. seriously FLOODING me. let me see what homework i still got.
- 4 summaries - 3 sets of comprehension passages - 2 chinese books to read - 1 composition (english) - add maths questions - e maths questions wow. so many sets of homeworks to be COMPLETED in a week's time. mission possible?? i guess NO. still mapling. HAHA. hais. other then this, still got DRAMA FAREWELL stuffs to plan. and Mayor's Debate coming on in July. HAIS. so many things. SO LATE ALREADY. haha. got to turn in early.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
woke up today at 12 pm. really tired out by yesterday at MediaCorp. but was fun. posted a post late at night yesterday... 12 am ++.
yesterday went to eat prata (supper) with Merilyn, Harvey, Kent, Jiaying and Sophia. sophia was very drained out lah... she very quiet. then i ate 1 onion egg and 1 plain. yummy!! =)
here are some pictures which i took at MediaCorp and cressa was my model. haha.
great day at MediaCorp. was shooting/recording the variety show that will be on air on 20th June 2006.
we recorded the fourth episode today. i was neither the host nor any judge. i was the part of the cheerleading team for Bowen Secondary.
great show!! =) anyways just to publicize for my school....
call 1900 112 2001to vote for them... also can sms s1to 71199 =)
some general rules =) `each sms/call is 60 cents. `no prepaid card users. (sorry!)
(p.s, i think the hotline haven't open yet. so don't call now. the show will be aired on the 7th July, if i am not wrong. so call after 7th July. )
some benefits in going MediaCorp is `get to see actors/actresses and talk to them.. (saw Kim, Bryan, Guo Liang, this lady (also actress, forget her name), Ben, and this guy.)
`cool and get to be on tv. groovy. =)
can't think of more now. hehe.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
today went to school at 12 pmsupposedly for some cheerleading rehersals for the competition organized by MediaCorp.
meet up with cressa at 11.45 pm.was late. oops, sorry.
went to school, wore wrong shoes. wear a one that was too SMALL. freak.
had blisters on my last smallest toe .. was an EYE - OPENING experience for me because didn't had blisters before.
went to school, did practically NOTHING. was there almostROTTED.
came back at 4.10 pm with cressa because i had nothing to do there. =(
to SCZE WE; don't need to apologize that you asked us to come and in the end, we did nothing. because it wasn't YOUR fault. you also had to come what. instead i should say that you are RESPONSIBLE enough to apologize and to tell us that you are sorry. better then someone ELSE.
just can say that go BOWEN, win something and bring FAME to our school. we will be there to support you guys. GO!!!
Monday, June 12, 2006
late at night... i am supposed to be at my bed, sleeping. and yet i am blogging away here. lols. drama farewell is on 8th July!! woo hoo. at least it need not be postponed!! =). actually thought can slack slack abit. hahas. but now can't. 2 more weeks to school reopen. checklist. - homework (not done) - drama farewell stuffs (done) - revision for subjects (nah. can't be bothered.) hais. okays. i mean at least my CCAs stuff is all prepared but what bout my studies?? i can't do this. as i've promised myself to work harder the next term. how can i be so slacky. hais. i cant' just made empty promises. well. well. term 3 is a short term. 10 weeks aint slow. they pass like a flash of light. one moment you are there enjoying your holiday. the next moment, you are mugging for exams. =( exams. the word i fear most. mid year has been too traumatising for me. i am scared of end of year. really scared. what can i do. just sit there and say scared, scared?? hais. well. it is all about fate i guess.
Friday, June 09, 2006
hais. i guess drama farewell have to be postponed. freak. the farewell that everybody is waiting for has to be postponed just because of some people who gives reasons like teachers are all away, no time... blah, blah blah. i mean what the. we have been meeting up to discuss bout' it and now, one single freaking word that you have said just spoil all our plans.freak. hais.
i don't know when the farewell will be postponed to. i just hope it is june/july because once it approaches august, then it might affect the sec4' o's revision time then have to postpone to like end of year. hais. i don't even know. all because of that person.!!
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
time flies, don't they. this is the 2nd week of the hols. today was round slacking playing maple and online-ing. great past time hobby =) hahas. went down to hougang point today then the kfc there suddenly so many people!!~ don't even know why. haha. drama farewell coming lerhs. a official farewell ceremony to say goobye to my drama seniors!!~ i will miss them LIKE freaking HELL lo. later i scared i cry at the farewell. haha. but they are the BEST batch of seniors i've ever had lo. great and FUN!!! =) haha.
this is my 50++ post. never expected that i will like post so much lol. but this blog records my entries from the Julia Gabriels to whatever could happen in future =) well. i seriously love this blogskin. so once again, thanks ADRIAN. =)
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
i promised him to specially dedicate this post to him. haha. i mean perhaps it is just fate. haha. because i met him at blogskins.com. i found that the blogskins hemade were like damn nice la. then i skimmed thru' his profile and added him on msn. then i took up all courage to ask him to help me create a personal skin with my favourite CCAs - Drama & Debate.
He agreed. and then he went on to do the skin and now, tadang!! this skin. i am not sure of others who viewed my blog. but i feel that this skin here is freaking NICE!!!!
so, Adrian, thank you so much for taking the extra effort to create a NEW blogskin for me, although creating a blogskin ain't so easy. Haha. Thank You !!! =)
woo hoo!! we WON the ranking round and i was the BEST SPEAKER. cool. i have never imagined i could talk non - stop 8 minutes and whatsmore, i talked over time!! 8 mins 20 seconds. HAHA. reply speech was LOLS. the reply speaker from the other team spoke 58s (supposedly 4 minutes) and once again, i overshot. :) the POIs were not that scary because no one, and i mean NO ONE gave me/offered me a POI lol. (btw, POI = Point of Information). I thought i will screw up totally but I did my best!!! and i am indeed very happy.
then after that, we went to ang mo kio - mos burger eat breakfast/lunch. it was "fun" eating there. talking about lame stuffs. and CUP! i was the CUP of the DAY!! lols. great fun. hahas. shaalini was "meditating" while we kept her laughing and laughing and end up, she say she couldn't breathe!! hahas. while amanda was lost in her own world there. we kept giggling and laughing while she gave that "i don't know" face. hahas. it was great laughing at her innocent, angel-like face!!! :)
great time. great time. i just think DRAMA and DEBATE always make my DAY!! i have not make the wrong choice to go into such route!! :)
Monday, June 05, 2006
hais. now suppose to be at anderson jc doing some debate stuff. but now, i teleported and now i am at NTU!! (Nanyang Technological University). hahas. freak some people. we are suppose to recieve the motion for the ranking round 2 freaking weeks ago but now, so unfair. we recieved the motion today. and gosh, we have 1 day to prepare, 8 minutes of SUBSTANTIVE with POIs. gosh. hais. hais. hais. what a DAY!!!!
hahas. but i very high now. very cold and cool here, with air con. hahas. got to go and do my 8 minutes of substantive speech!!!! :)
Sunday, June 04, 2006
i changed my blogskin again. didn't really like the blue blogskin. :) is this skin better then my original one? haha. well. just created a short post to say that my blogskin have been CHANGED. woohoo. enjoy the trip to my blog. leave a tag for me please. its new!! haha. :) thanks.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
i have changed my blogskin!! prefer a more light coloured one. i think i have the same blogskin as my friend but never minds, when I have time, i try to change to another one.
3rd day of june. time flies :) yesterday was a month anniversary of something that happened last month. something sad. something heart - wrenching. although i didn't know him, when i knew the happenings, i got so touched and sad. sad because he left his friends alone in this world. sad because from what my friend told me, he was a very cheerful person. touched by the messages/tags left by his friends/relatives in his blog's tagboard. i mean the moment i "stepped" into his blog, and read his tag board. i feel like crying. i asked myself. why do i feel like crying when i don't EVEN KNOW HIM. perhaps. he has, what the chinese call, "ren yuan", people like him. not like some people where people detest him or what. everybody is so supportive.
well. i mean. life is just so fragile. just like bits and pieces of broken glasses :(
Thursday, June 01, 2006
eh, 1st of june :) a brand new month coming ahead
time flies, it do and you have to believe in it. half a year has passed as me, being in the shoes of a secondary three student. and i can conclude that these days arent' good. in fact they sucks. a student studying 10 subjects and when exams comes, we have to take far more than 10 papers alone.
hais. i promised myself that i haveto do well, i have to pass my thriple science. if not i have to say bye to my biology and that's definetly not the ending i want it to be.
well. life is like this. as the saying goes. life is all predestined. and i have an example to prove. well, why are different people born in different ways? why do some people have to be borned in a way that they are handicapped? why do some people are borned into a family that is so violent and always quarrelling where the people yearns for peace while some people are luckier to be borned into a family that is comfortable, warm and nice to be in ?
well, if life isn't predestined then why different people are in different situations ? or did they make their choice when they were in hell (or heaven) ? i don't know.
