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Sunday, April 30, 2006

hais. today is the last day of april''o6. mid year exams coming lerr. i haven't even started revision. shit lahs. yay. i gonna have a new computer. just bought today. :) aniwaes. just wanna show this picture. so yummy ;)

a mint chocolate chip ice cream. :) so yummy. great for a hot day....

so slacky these few months. got back add maths result liaos. got 12/40. failed! expected. i really think that a maths quite hard lol. did a physics and biology test. physics still alright, shld be confirm - 6 marks gone liao. so left 14/20. hopefully can pass. biology test still ok. can score bahx. hopefully. hahs. got school laptop for 3 days. heehs. hais. all ccas step down liao. gonna miss drama and debate like hell. busy editing my blog these few days. never even touch my textbooks. hais. hais. hais.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

april is ending while may is coming. i hate may. because may is the "exam month" and especially when u get ur results in late may. omg. 6 more days to mid year exam - English Language Paper 1 & 2. wa. english the most important subject siah. if fail then no need take other exams already, sure fail F9. the following are my rough marks for mid year exam.
english language - c5 - c6 (hopefully, can pass)
add maths - c5 bahx (i am a average add math-er)
e maths - b3 - b4 bahx (i am not bad in normal maths mahs)
physics - d7 bahx (don't even understand what teacher is talking)
biology - c5 (still can understand)
chemistry - c5 (still can understand + got notes, so can mug)
combined humanities (ss + lit) - d7 for ss (mrs tan mark so strict, doubt can pass) b4 for lit (overall - c5)
pure geography - c5 (hopefully)
mother tongue - a2 - b3 (just a rough mark b'cause getting the mark for mid year's project work on 2 May)

overall grade/percentage - c5 (hopefully, can do better)
L1R5 - 21

i may seem to be rather kiasu but hopefully, i can do better lahs. because i really scared that i might get such grade then i be very sad. so why not console myself with such horrible results first. then if i get like this, at least can tell myself "expected". i did extremely BAD for my ca liao. and then some subject don't even understand. wa. siah lah. never expected this is 3e1. making myself so stressed up. need to cope with like 9 - 10 subjects. hais. well. got to go.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

i am now using laptop to blog again. i needed the computer to do my debate portfolio for the debate excellence programme. my gum bled the whole night yesterday. today went to the dental. finally stop bleeding. hahs. saw amanda foo just now. i was like telling her that i haven't do my arguments then she was like, er. hahs. hais. now listening to the song "don't phunk with my heart". rather old already. hahs. the song fashion just keep updating. :) well. gotta go. but will blog later in the day. hahs.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

woo hoo. yesterday was the HAPPIEST day of my life. i went to cross country and after that, went home and changed for the evening at SRJC. it was the 'B' and 'C' Divisions GRAND FINALS and at the same time, they are going to announce the rankings/placings of the TOP 20 INDIVIDUAL SPEAKER for both divisions. when Mark Gabriels announced the 20th up to the 6th, i was so happy that my name is not there because i am in the TOP 5. then it limited to the last 5 names. my fate lies here. i was so nervous. hoping my name to come to the last. i shook and literally, i shook not of fear but nervousity (if there is such word). 5th place is from someother schools. The 5th - 3rd position was taken up by other speakers. and now this moment came, i was with this "st patrick's guy", it was either i got 1st of he got 1st. the moment came, 2nd of the individual speaker goes to..... "from .... St Patrick's School". we screamed. i was the top, the top of the "C" Division, then Mark Gabriel said and the "Best Overall Individual Speaker of the Singapore Secondary Schools Debating Championships goes to ... from Bowen Secondary School, Wee Yong Choon Eugin. " My happiest moment !!!!! :) I went up and got the prize from Mrs Julia Gabriels. then the "C" Division winner was Queenstown Secondary School and the "B" Division winner was the Temasek Academy !! And then we went to Kovan for dinner cum supper at Macdolnalds. We ate "Double Fillet o Fish" Yummy. got to go already.

Friday, April 21, 2006

this is meant to be a solemn post
friendship? through minutes things, i have already learnt the significance of friendship. i just heard from my friend that her friend [let's call him Eddie] is in coma and i didn't really thought much because it was her friend and not mine. then she told me to view Eddie's blog. after that, i told her that i was so TOUCHED by the messages that Eddie's classmates left behind in the tagboard. seriously, very touching posts. and encouraging too.

back to friendship. i am very grateful that i have a great deal of friends behind me and they are good and true friends of mine. and through this chance when i am healthy and able to type, let me thank all of them.

Kok Chen :
We have been together in the same class for 3 years and ongoing, 4 years.
These few years with him as a friend has never let me regretted. He is a very nice chap and always call himself "shuai ge" but ... Well, I seriously thank him for these years. Thank You, Kok Chen !!

Danial Affan & Chong Sian :
They have been my fellow friend for 2 years and although this year, we are in seperate class, we still keep in contact and yet are still good friends. Thank You Guys !!

My Fellow Debater Friends. Suxin, Isaac, Amanda, Jonathan :
Through the JG times, we have bonded alot and we are very very very good teammates and they brought me to a higher level of debater and I really want to thank them for being such a good teammates and friends !!!!!!!!!

and there are many more to thank...
"Not all best friends have to be mentioned, some are more valuable if they are kept within the heart."

Hope this post of mine can evoke the friendship in your mind and forever treasure your friends. !!!

countdown : 14 more days to mid year exams
woo, went for cross country just now and then followed cs and danial go compass point eat and walk for a while. now blogging at home. nothing to do and then so bored!! hais. i am getting a silly headache now. real headache. arh. very fast. 2 more weeks to el mid year. i wonder, when can time just stop for a while and let humans rest. everyday, there is something to do. why can't the time just pauses for 2 or 3 mins. for everyone to take a breath, for everyone to rest. well. i am just too tired. don't know why. mid year is coming and i am too traumatised by the fact. haven't even start any of my revision. surely cannot cope one. last minute then "chiong". hais. got to end here.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Days to mid year exam : 16 more days.
yea!! i am so excited bout' friday. getting the jg prizes at srjc. congrats to bukit view who are in the GRAND finals. woo hoo. go all the way. we will support you!! hahas. jonathan is crazy about the 'BEST FLOOR SPEAKER' prize. hahas. tomorrow got drama. getting some certificates or wad. don know lehs. these few days go home "quite" early. 4 pm. 5 pm plus. as compared to other times like jg times, and drama performance time. go home at like 8 pm. wa. so late. hahas. eh. my this post very short. finally. oh by the way, i got a new hp. Samsung D 820. quite "cool" hahas. very tired already. got to end here. bye.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

countdown : 19 more days to mid year exams...
yesterday was performance date. so nervous. haha. anyway, time flies and now my drama performance is over. one big big BIG burden away from my shoulder. more time to concentrate on 1. inter - class debate 2. mid year examinations. time flies and indeed it flies. mid year examination is 19 more days away. approximately 2 weeks 5 days. 1st paper is English Language. so fast lahs. haven't even touched my books to do revision and what ? exam is coming. lols. hmm.. inter - class debate. currently, just a brief summary. that 2e4, 2e1, 2A3, 2t1, and 2 more class to make it to the SEMI - FINALS. congratulate guys.

[Public Performance]
I was the emcee for yesterday's performance. was quite a "success". i think so. did 2 shows - 2 pm and 7 pm. 2 pm batch was "MORE" sporty. i mean they clapped and cheereed louder for the performance but 7 pm was with more VIPs so maybe they were scared ?? well. eugene sng and his gang were right in front of the stage. so nervous. i and jaclyn were like "SHIT". then the whole thing ended at around 9 pm. my dad came and picked me up. had sotong mee for supper. what a "EVENTFUL" day...

i love the day. hope that yesterday will never end. will never forget this moment. :)

Friday, April 14, 2006

1 more day; 24 more hours; 1440 minutes and 86400 more seconds to the PUBLIC PERFORMANCE. time flies past so quickly. and 22 more days to mid year exams. anyway, i am rather nervous about tomorrow' performance. rather scared. because gayethri said that i and jacklyn do not have that "chemistry." maybe. perhaps. yesterday was a tired day. almost fell asleep in the bus but asked myself not to then reach home and fell asleep. today, they are having BBQ in East Coast Park. was very upset that i couldn't go and my friends were asking me to go but how? do i have a choice. today will be a fast day. really. approximately now is 12.02 pm on my computer's clock and soon it will be tomorrow's 12.02 pm. time flies; be it 1 hour, 12 hour or even 120 hours. scared; nervous; excited; .. are all the words to describe my feelings. hais... life.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

yoz, i am here to b!og again. anyways, i got lots of things to say in today's blog.
before i say anything, i want to wish my blog a 25th aniversary, not that it had been 25 years old or even 25 days[but my blog is older than that] but this, this current post is my 25th post. woo hoo. lame. to continue, i had drama today at school. i went to school at 8.3o then basically i did not do anything. loitered around for awhile then went to sweet talk to buy bubble tea. i had like grape red tea and i can prove that it is by "real grapes" because the seed is still in the drink. wahaha. anyway, then i went to cabada lounge, slack and slack. wait untill ms suan come and then rehearse, it was then about like 3 plus. then me, jacklyn, sophia went to hougang points macs, and jacklyn lost her contact lenses [1 eye's lens] and we busy finding it. and then suddenly, it was in her BAG. gosh. but anyway then i went home. =) it was a "tired day" ms suan gave us beef FANtastic but it was not fantastic at all. disgusting. made me almost like puke. *vomits*. it was the beef that make me puke. ews. i don't know jonathan still angry with us anot. he did not go online, he did not reply my sms. hais, is he still angry with us or is he still sad over his loss. hais. what's over has already past. so why ponder or cry over spilt milk. hais.

Friday, April 07, 2006

here i am blogging away. now more refreshed. just slept for like an hour. lols. anyways, just had one round of sec 3 [finally] inter - class debate. sec 3e3 vs 3e4. 3e3 with my julia gabriels pal - Jonathan, and 3e4 with my drama best pal - lim jiaying. and the result came that 3e4 won. i was like. wow. and dolly was the best speaker. hmm. wad a good debate. jonathan kinda get angry when isaac was talking to them. and they kinda were like SHOUTING at each other. anyway, at the end, me, suxin, isaac, and ziwei went to hougang point macs and then crap away lars. u know the usual laughterz and here and there. hais, tommorow still got drama. i am really so tired, everyday, i slept at 9 plus. really really tired. don't know why. hais, and exams are coming soon, very very very very near, like 3 more weeks to mid year exams. and i have like 10 papers, it is like wad the .. wa, being in 3e1 is really stressing, but it is like very surprising that it is not the stressing that tires me out, but DRAMA and DEBATE. and i cannot tolerate that jaclyn, keep on contradicting me. When i say i wanna go drama, she will ask me, beg me to do debate. When I am in debate, she will ask me to go do drama. i am really pissed off with her. just log in to msn and begin asking questions like siao. argh, my brain cannot take so much of her rubbish. ok. it might seem like insulting but i am not. just wanna ask her not to stress me out. always contradict me and asking me questions when i am so like STRESSED already. argh.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

woo hoo. i am here to b!og. today was so tiring. reach home at like 8. mr chua send me and jaclyn home. we are going to do the emceeing for the public performance. and now i know what am i acting as. a leprecaun. (pronounce as lepricorn) hahas. aniwaes, today was wanru and eugene sng's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! today marks the start of the inter - class debate, sec 2e3 vs 2e4. the one who won was like 2e4. there was some confusion during the debate. amanda which was from 2e4 said that she did the proposition side of the debate and so did 2e3. so there was this BIG confusion. but we manage to resolve it through some creative thinking juices. we gave 2e4 and 2e3, 30 mins to set up a "new" case and re-debate again. everything went "well" and then syafiq from 2e4 was the BEST SPEAKER. congrats!! was very surprised, indeed very very very surprised that a.f (aka ah fart) not the best speaker. she got slightly lower (34.5/50) but then syafiq got like (36/50). wa. such a long long long blog. very tired already and need to type DRAMA and DEBATE script... hais tired, tired, real tired. argh, the FATIGUE disease is coming back again!!! i hate this...

Saturday, April 01, 2006

firstly, [April's Fool Day]

Hmm.. I have not blog since 2 weeks and that's not what i will usually do. Because i am too busy with drama and debate and my studies that i don't even have the time to come to the computer to blog. even if i have the time, i would either 1. go mapling 2.do school work or both. so i don't have the time to b!og.

+[Debate stuff]+

Aniwaes, Bowen Secondary School Inter - Class Debate is going to commence next THURSDAY. and preparations are very rush. imagine or visualise that you have to PLAN the whole event in like 2 days. and this lead to frustrations here and there. and i had a quarrel with my fellow debator friend, Jonathan. We slammed the door and shouted outside the Drama Room and then using SMSES to prove our side. And then finally, it all calmed down like the tsunami waves calming down. I am not very 100 % sure that has he forgiven me anot, but i just hope everything could be forgotten.

+[Drama stuff]+

I just gotten the role to pair up with Jaclyn to do the opening, ending and the intervals between. Jaclyn was supposed to be Mother Earth and me is err.. something lec***. i really forgot the pronounciation and the spelling. it was really tedious. had to meet up today despite it was a 1. SATURDAY 2. APRIL's FOOL DAY. we stayed up till 3 plus and then went to hougang point KFC and went to chit - chat about crushes, blah blah blah and so on and so forth. gosh. was so damn tired lah. went home then sleep for 1 hour. lol. and then woke up just in time to use the computer. hahs. seems perfect arhs. =X.

To conclude, [like writing essay. lol. hahs] everything seems to fall in the mood of tiredness. argh. really tired out. as what we've discussed in drama, i hoped for winter to come, a season where people can rest, where animals hibernate, to rejuvenate for the new cycle again.

"Winter is the season for rejuvenation." Anonymous